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Comfort Long Missed: My Interview with Cecile Bajar
Cecile
Bajar walks drudgingly into her home after another long day of tax work. She
hangs her keys on the rack, collapses on the sofa and turns on the local news.
It is hard days like these that Cecile remembers the good old days. Days that
were stress-free supporting, and loving. It is days like this where she
remembers her childhood in the scenic town of Taal in the Philippines.
Taal was anyone’s dream tropical home. Situated near the majestic Lake
Taal, on an island in the lake looms the ominous Taal Volcano. This didn’t
bother her much but it was always a looming reminder of the possibility of
danger. Times were simpler back then in Taal. No real modern conveniences and
only a few “jeepneys” or cars. It is this primitive and small town life that
brought out the best in everybody. Cecile recalls her town as a friendly and
loving town where almost everybody knew each other. Her loving and fond memories
of Taal driver her through tough days and cheer her up.
I grew up in Taal, in
the province of Batangas in the Philippines. My family was big which was kind of
common back then. There was three boys and four girls and my father and mother.
My father is Feliciano, my mother is Masing. Then, my eldest sister Rosie, next
is Pina, Pernie, Fred, I’m the fifth, Flora, and Ry.
My father, he is
called capanoy, he’s well known in
the town. He owns a business like auto supplies and he was the
first person who owns the auto supply business in our town so everyone knew him.
My parents started that business when my father started the passenger jeepney
business for rent or boundary, like a taxi. He bought like one then it went up
to six. Every time a jeepney or there
was a problem, repair work or a part to be replaced, be buys like two or three
spares for the other jeepneys. He
keeps all the rest of the parts, and eventually he accumulated a lot of parts so
he started business and other people who own jeepneys come to our place and ask
for parts. These people encourage him to put up an auto supply store so that
started his business.
We didn’t have our
own rooms. We had a big house but practically we sleep together in a big living
room. They count their children one to seven, four girls here and three boys
there, everyone sleeps together. We were very close, we don’t get to fight and
we play bachugan most of the time.
Taal had a few
thousand people at least. Everyone in Taal was so friendly and you know that’s
the trait of the Filipinos and the Taaleños. Taaleños are very well known for
their hospitality and friendliness. Everyone was smiling all the time and
greeting each other even if they don’t know each other. Everyone in town was
familiar with one another. In fact, you know everywhere they meet they say
hello. It’s like a small town and big family. People knew almost everybody by
name or face.
Most families in Taal
had their own businesses for their living. Most business there is the hand
embroideries. The businesses were really close to each other and hand
embroideries were one of the products or industries that are well known in Taal.
They made clothes, dresses, and materials made of pineapple bark, called jusi.
It was like a tourist spot, the hand embroideries. Also we have this business of
knives we call balisong. It’s made
out of steel taken from scraps of railroads; you know railroads are made of
steel. The handles of the knives are made of caribou horns or reindeer horns. So
that’s how people made their living.
During my days we
didn’t have telephone, so everyone communicated by word of mouth. Yeah,
families knows each other so like if something happened it would just start
spreading by word of mouth. There weren’t any newspapers or anything we could
read about the news for the town. We had the Manila Times to hear about the
nation though. Sometimes they go there it reaches us like the day after. It
circulated in the town but people communicate like verbally and since its very
small town we know all the people. We also have televisions, but not all homes
have televisions. We have like one old one during my kid time and you can hardly
see all the stations. You can only see one station and you have to arrange the
antennae, the same with the radio. The technologies encouraged people to go to
school more.
Our town had a lot of
activities like parties. Like we have the Santa
Cruzan, it’s a long procession done every May, and every night they have
this
procession with the Virgin Mary and they get all the teenagers and kids to join.
The procession would last two hours and after the procession, everyone goes to
the altar one at a time and offer flowers. We also have luwa.
It’s an adoration or praising of God and we specifically do these things and
especially to the image of the patron saint of the town, St. Martin. We had a
poem offering and like me, I always do the poem offering on the fiesta and I
memorized like twenty stanza of poem. For fun, we had a lot of social activities
like dancing. We had so many parties over there but dancing is the most popular
you know.
In the Philippines we
had a special way of greeting each other. The custom of kissing the hand of the
parents or elderly and in the evening the kids kissed the hand of the parents
and elderly was followed by most Filipinos, not just my town. We called it manu po.
Taal wasn’t really racially or religiously divided. Taal is really 100% Filipino; it is the only town where there is no single Chinese. You’d see Chinese in other provinces but not in Taal. People in Taal were mainly Catholics. There weren’t Muslims like the Abu Sayaf (a Muslim terrorist group) Taal wasn’t really affected by Americans and the harsh rule of the dictator Ferdinand Marco. We adapted and adopted to American culture and Marcos’ harsh rule but this was mainly effecting Manila. My family didn’t really think mush of theses events in Taal.
The lake and volcano
played a big role in our lives. We were proud to be there because it’s a
tourist spot. When I was small I remember
when it erupted. We woke up in the morning and our house was full of dust and
it’s really scary, it was like rain with dust. The lake was covered with lahar
and it really affected businesses because it killed all the maliputo,
a famous fish only in Taal. People used the lake often for fishing and
recreation and fun. The volcano in the lake was really special.
Small town life is very good; I don’t know how I’m going to express myself. I really loved it and childhood life until I grew up, it’s a really loving town. We didn’t have much hardship and everyone was just fine, it was an enjoyable time. I had a lot of experiences you people never have here, and it was really great